wed now. i feel sumwhat better. more pleased with myself. even though i had like a minor tantrum within myself ( i am weird eh) . ahahaha. dunno wut happened lar went nuts. everything that went wrong i started blaming myself. from cricket to sum incident which i would rather not remember. i threw things around. and den i was ok. haha. funny how tt went over so fast. i was walking home den i thought of these things. den they built up. den.. BOOM. limit break. haha
now its ok lar. had some chi hw and chi test when i went to school today. basically. the only thing i EVER worry about academic wise is chinese. wasting my effort i tell u. sumore i get the lowest one. i din study for today's test. going to fail as expected. cannot pass even if i study. cuz my biao da and my foundation of chi shows in the other sections. so same same. i was totally relieved and glad when the chi test was over. the period was over and the day was over. had chi remedial sumore. so sch ended like 4.45. den got training. not bad lar. coach nuts too. sent me in straightaway to bat. not bad lar. playing properly and all. den come home pretty tired. going to sleep soon i guess. cant stand it anymore. 10.15pm only. but wut the hell . woohoo. im feeling better about myself. as long i dun go start thinking about morbid and bad stuff all over again.
eating in class is fun. not gambling.
when u start thinking about sumtin or sumone during lesson time. is that a bad sign?
i think more likely i am going bonkers and trying to think of how to tell derrick he's spastic. gd plan. hahah=)
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